today is bad. i merely pass english,thanks to my oral. if not i would died under the hands of mid years man. pratically failed all the other papers. and i am last in class for my social studies. cool right. super disappointed with my bio. i thought i could do better. here are the results. ss-10/50. bio-6/50. geog-6/50. english overall-52/100. so overall for mid year,i pass only maths,english and chinese. and chinese was my best subject. wow. thought chinese would be like lousier. haha. i didn't see you at all for the whole day. checked our english papers first. spend three periods doing that. but one period is like totally free period. after checked ss paper,andy highest in class. then checked geog paper. dorothy was highest in 4NA. wow. went to recess. for four days,i have been eating the same thing! bread and baos! haha. didn't feel like eating the rest of the food. wasted two periods by slacking at the corridor of the physics lab and comp lab 2. cause mr chandra was busy with something. super cool. haha,had super funny jokes and fun. lol,was laughing throughout. went back to classroom then slept a while,mr chandra came in with the papers. then had a free period,then went to canteen to viewed on those poly courses. quite cool eh,we took super lots of the pamplets! tourism seems interesting. feel like going,either temasek or ngee ann. see how first. wanted to give,but.... sorry. headed to peninsula with jerome and wanhao. ate at RC's Burger king. coool. walked a round peninsula,but didn't get anything. headed to suntec,on the way there,at citylink's adidas wanhao had his mind on that sala court shoes. haha,damn cool. ate suntec's doughut factory and headed back to buy that sala shoes.
headed home after that. on the way home,alighted at yishun and pass michelle her doughnut! haha. (: went back home,very tired. saturday's three on three seems tougher and tougher. i don't know man. if there isn't any place to go in the afternoon,i seriously want to kill time by sleeping. for the whole of next week,i really wish,time would speed past just like that,very fast. i really want to either sleep if i have nothing to do,or else go out till nighttime then i can hurry go sleep once i reach home. because bestf is going taman on tuesday! ): everybody going away,and next week will be so bored. seriosuly hope,next week will be packed with activities after school,and i don't wish to even think about anything. and you are leaving tomorrow. super don't wish i had this kind of feeling. actually today is been bad enough for me,i don't know did i manage to even type so much out. whatever,i just hope from tomorrow onwards,everyday will be okay,normal and happy. alright,blog tomorrow.
when time comes,i rather i had everything earlier. when the days are getting worser and worser everyday,it seems that nothing could ever replaced the good old times anymore. i don't know whether i should just go on like this,carrying on to make a fool out of myself in front of everybody or just stop and tell myself it's not the end of the world. how i wish,human beings have nothing to worry about and have a life that everyday could just be a happy day. i really don't want to go through what i am going through now. i really want to stop everything,but it is so difficult.

it's not about personality,it's about the character. just think with a straight mind,you won't be wrong.